tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30410086317453340262024-03-14T15:43:42.660+10:00diary of a slaveJourney of a real life slave and her devotion to the man she calls Master.slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.comBlogger32125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-61101139280050078132009-03-09T01:23:00.004+10:002009-03-09T01:34:34.364+10:00weekend update<p>After almost 2 weeks of tummy troubles, the trots finally stopped on Saturday. yipee! Just in time for a party Saturday night. We took with us a new girl, who discovered slavery overseas and is now back in Australia, trying to get into the scene. She has a lovely personality and a gorgous body. Very much the look of 'O'.</p><p>A beautiful, balmy night i had a lovely swim in their pool and gave myself a massage by rolling back and forth over the power jets. No, didn't cum because i didn't have permission. i'd asked Master to give me a list of rules and only that morning He'd given me a book of them! So now the no cumming rule was official *bugger*</p><p>Later on in the evening, Master was sitting in a chair and instructed me to get the new mat He'd bought for me to sit on. i sat down and slipped into a nice, mellow subpace. Not exactly sure why, but it was fun.</p><p>This morning when i got up i was greeted with a flogger and an order to worship the little Master. What a lovely start to the day. A not so lovely start to the day was the greeting of the trots back again - a result of something i ate at the party. i now also have an offical 'we don't do dairy' from the stomach union. Seems my lactose absorbers have gone on strike.</p><p>Other News</p><p>my first week of study went really well. i've acutally learnt something new lol, in only the first week. Bodes well for the next 3 years.</p><p>And on the bright side, i have been spurred on to kick start that blasted diet again. A friend gave me the details of the doctor she sees about her fills. Medicare pays for it and she only has to shell out $10 from her own pocket. Much better than the $100+ the other doctor was going to charge me. So with tummy being a tad princess-y lately, there is no better time to start.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p>slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-576285082833828782009-03-07T14:37:00.001+10:002009-03-07T14:38:22.221+10:00Becareful what you ask forAsked Master to write out a list of rules for me to follow. Nothing special, just His rules. Was thinking of maybe 10 to 12 on an A4 page i can print up and frame. <br /><br />Master handed me a book of 12 pages!!!!!!slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-73872642611268789232009-03-04T22:12:00.000+10:002009-03-04T22:14:51.803+10:00studyWell, 2 days behind when i should have started this week, but not doing too badly. Slogged through a lot of heavy reading material today. Brain forgot what its like. Did just over 1 hour of reading when i got up, then did just over 1 hour of sleeping again - this is after getting 9 straight hours last night!<br /><br />Manged to finish all the reading for one of my units today, which is really good. Took as many breaks as i needed to rest the eyes and the brain. After watching another ep of Big Love tonight, i came and started going through my notes for my next subject, which will be done tomorrow. Just got 2 lectures to listen to and some extra reading for that one.<br /><br />So far, its all pretty cruisy.slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-45411555775326378302009-03-03T16:01:00.003+10:002009-03-03T16:04:30.344+10:00unchain my heart...<p>no, literally! Master and i had a breakfast meeting with a slave new to the area. We had to leave home around 5.45am. Master thought it would be too cute to padlock some chain around each breast, under my bra. i was told to keep them on all day, unless something came up. Well yes, they have been on all day. Nothing has come up, unfortunately, because now they are starting to get to that annoying-hurty stage. But not enough to take them off :(</p><p>Got my final details for my last uni website, so am tackling study tomorrow all day. Its now just after 4pm and i feel wiped.</p><p></p>slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-22319607961036985092009-03-03T04:31:00.002+10:002009-03-03T04:35:28.396+10:00study<p>Yesterday was day one of my study lol. Well, i was able to sign into 2 of the unis i need to, but not number 3. Will have to call them today to get the passwords and stuff. The way i'm studying, i sign up for units from anywhere listed (currently 7 unis) and then compile a BA out of that, following certain guidelines. For instance, with one of them, i have to do 8 units from that uni and a major they've put together in order to get the BA from them. The major they've put together happens to be the religion studies one - and that just happens to be run by a uni different to who i'm getting the BA through - so, the need to have a 2nd uni for that. The third uni is who i'm doing the second BA through.</p><p>All very confusing i know. Anyway, after getting back from out breakfast out, i will tracking down the 3rd uni and getting those passwords. Most of the info i need is sent to me, but there is still some on the uni forums and i can't get to them without a password. *sigh*</p>slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-17829491802927951612009-03-03T04:18:00.002+10:002009-03-03T04:28:56.729+10:00Big Love<p>Master bought the first complete season of Big Love on DVD. We're upto ep 4 now. Part of the reason to get it is to observe how poly households work. Thats poly as in polygamous, not polyamorous. He's not polyamorous, that's me.</p><p>Before meeting me, He never thought about having more than one slave, He didn't know if He would meet any that were Ok with that. So, i think i was a breath of fresh air in that department. </p><p>So, i asked Him if He was picking up any tips. Nope, He's been too caught up in the story line lol.</p><p>Now i am poly and i do look forward to having someone else join us, i do have a couple of insecurities though. But that's left off stuff from my past. i won't be letting it get in the way and we will be working through all the steps together, to make sure its a success for us. He's not interested in a sexual relationship with another, just the domming of them. There is also my being bi and Him having a fantasy of two women together (what straight man doesn't?), so we both feel a married woman who wants to explore this side of herself (the submitting not the bi so much) - with her husband's concent or a lesbian would make an idea second slave. i told Him, He's much more likely to find the housewife than anyone else.</p><p></p><p></p>slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-64469438293022230402009-03-03T04:10:00.002+10:002009-03-03T04:17:14.471+10:00Here we go againi was wiped out last night, actually in bed by 9pm which is unheard of for me! So what happens? i wake up at 2.45 yep, great!<br /><br /><p>i was involved with a bit of an email 'discussion' with someone who is 23 and just discovered BDSM through one website. She had decided to become an expert on the subject and to declare a sub or slave can't go into subspace with a light flogging. No actual life experience mind, just what she's been reading from masochists. It seems a masochist can go into subspace, but a sub can't - mind you, as i pointed out, it <span style="font-style:italic;">is</span> called subspace for a reason. Apparently, we all need pain to get there. Hm. The fact i was once ordered by a Dom to undress and bingo! went into subspace appears to be a lie according to her understanding. It all depends on who, how, when, where, why and what bloody mood i'm in.</p><p>The clamps only stayed on for 1 hour yesterday after all. i'm rather 'well endowed' in that area and because of angle of trajectory, the clamps had to be done up a lot firmer than expected to not fall off. Having a metal chain connecting them didn't help. So it was one hour, they came off at 10 and bed beckoned soon after. i ended up sleeping from 10.30 to 2pm. Which makes it even harder to understand why i was wiped out by 9pm.</p><p></p>slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-33857890032935734662009-03-02T08:53:00.001+10:002009-03-02T08:56:31.261+10:00tiredInsomnia is a bitch. Didn't get to sleep til around 2am. Woken just after 6 by Master coming into to padlock some small chains around my wrists before He went to work. i was also given instructions to call Him.<br /><br />So, up, had breakfast and shower and call. i have to put some nipple clamps on from 9 - 12. Not really tight ones, these i just have to tighten enough so stay on. Its all about them just being there.<br /><br />i feel so wiped out right now. Its gonna be a looooong day.slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-61488350085737855622009-03-01T11:40:00.003+10:002009-03-01T11:44:12.418+10:00DietSo went shopping and bought foods to start new diet plan.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span style="font-color:yellow;">Breakfast</span></span><br />meal replacement shake<br />piece of fruit<br />coffee<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Lunch</span><br />meal replacement shake<br />salad<br />water<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Afternoon Snack</span><br />yoghurt with LSA added<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Dinner</span><br />moderate meal of whatever i feel like. Currently, no starch carbs<br /><br />To this i will have upto 3 coffees a day and a couple of diet soft drinks will be OK. i'm also going to aim for around 2 litres of water a day. At present i'm on one of my 'i hate the taste of water' kicks, so to help me i've bought some lemons to add a touch of lemon juice and some flavoured cordial so i can add a touch of that to disguise the taste.<br /><br />i will be doing my walking DVD each week day. Friday night is a ritual of dip and chips/crips for dinner while watching Top Gear. That's not changing, except we are now including raw veggies to use with the dip.<br /><br />i'm not going to be a nazi about this. i am following this plan but if something comes up and it has to be altered - like going to a munch for lunch - then i am going to alter my plan. The meal replacements aren't forever, they are simply to kick start the weigthloss again and also to help me shed some so when i go for the next fill, the doc won't be angry with me. After the fill i can stick with regular food, i just won't feel like as much.<br /><br />i've made up my own diet regime in the past and they have always worked for a short time. The problem comes when my brain decides i've been so good i can reward myself with every fattening thing known to man, until i've put it all back on and them some.slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-47220056456358847602009-03-01T07:09:00.000+10:002009-03-01T07:10:50.240+10:00oh shitPeriod pain from hell. That's all.slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-53904134888096568762009-02-28T23:00:00.002+10:002009-02-28T23:07:52.524+10:00Very happyA friend of mine has broken up her 6 year relationship to what i affectionally term a vanilla bastard. A guy who 'plays Dom' in order to use a woman for whatever reason. Its been hard for her because it was her first experience and she had no way of knowing if he was decent or not. Since breaking up, she's been in touch with a few but none of them were right. She's also done some foolish stuff, but we all have to do that when first starting out.<br /><br />i have a knack for picking out decent people, even just by what they write in a profile. i saw one guy's profile at collarme.com and messaged her saying He was a goodun. He lives in another state, but that really isn't an issue because she doesn't really have anything to keep her here. So she sent Him a message and bingo! She said He's great. He's relaxed with Himself, likes to have a bit of a joke and doesn't buy into all the posturing. He's also more than happy to just chat and if nothing happens, to be friends. i've given her advice on how to handle this one. This Man is a good one, He's decent and if all works out, will do right by her. i've told her if she takes my advice on this, He is the one for her. <br /><br />i don't exactly match make, i can just read people really well. i got my sister to go on a date with a guy she met on the internet and after 6 years together and buying a house they will be married later this year. He is definitely a good one. Same as i've picked out a guy for my younger sister, but unfortunately, she won't listen, so i've let that one go.<br /><br />As for me...<br /><br />Just over a week ago, i sent Master an email saying i wanted and needed for us to move to a TPE relationship. i had come to a point of surrendering myself to Him and i wanted to give up all rights i might have. Tonight we discussed this and He said He took my word at that time. i told Him i didn't know because i hadn't been told. He has a habit of discussing something and taking it away to think over before making a decision, so i wasn't aware He had decided to just accept it and that was it.<br /><br />Well, now its official. i am a slave without any right - and doesn't that make me one horny bitch! Very happy.slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-88507563640699493982009-02-27T14:51:00.002+10:002009-02-27T14:57:17.502+10:00Can we say organigimseJust taking a quick break from cleaning the bedroom. Yes, i know, was gonna do it yesterday. Good excuse though. i'm still not 100% well from the tummy bug. i'm having one day yick and one day ok. Yesterday was yick day, so today is clean the bloody room day.<br /><br />Which means i did find my walking DVD again, so now there is no excuse - yay (oh).<br /><br />Have been trying some of my clothes on again. With the help of my friendly little tummy big, the GDs and not feeling particularly hungry i am now pretty much back to where i was before christmas. One more week and i will be back where i started. Recovering lost ground in 2 months is absolutely excellent for me. i'm very excited and have now set the new goal of size 16 (14 to my US friends). This will be an exciting goal to reach. i have not been a 16 since i was about 27. This will be the slap i need to wake me up - hello! yes this is real. you are losing weight.<br /><br />Now, what will be the special reward i set for obtaining that goal? hm, this could be interesting.<br /><br />OK off to get yoghurt for afternoon snack and then back to work.slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-82830805483688524432009-02-26T09:17:00.002+10:002009-02-26T09:28:03.912+10:00OrganisationToday i have designated clean up the bedroom day. We both have a habit of putting things down and leaving them there. We start little stacks everywhere and just move items from one stack to another, until a big mess is what we have.<br /><br />So today, the big mess formally known as our bedroom is getting the treatment. Yesterday it was the lounge and kitchen, putting away the cases and things we had taken on the weekend with us. i know, slack arent' i?<br /><br />The bedroom is mostly my domain. i used to have an office when i was running my business, but now there is no business, the office has been given back to Master to use as His den. Two rooms in the house i don't touch, His den (we affectionaately call it the office) and the dungeon. They are His private spaces, places where He can do as He likes. i do use the office while He's at work. He has a kick arse computer, which i've named Big Mumma. mine is very slow to do everything, even with ADSL2. He doesn't mind me using it because He knows i don't go snooping. As long as i hand it back as soon as He's ready to take over, which i always do.<br /><br />Next week my BA studies start, so my time will not be my own. That's why i'm trying to get the house in thorough order this week. All i will have to do after that is just keep on top of things. i've discovered i don't actually mind housework. i used to hate it because it never ends. you do something today and tomorrow it needs doing again. Actually, i've realised if you have everything done and just need to do maintenance cleaning, its not long, hard or boring. Its letting it get to a state of utter chaos that's the problem.<br /><br />Currently, our wardrobe is the bed in the spare room. Washing gets dumped there and we pick new clothes to wear from it. i will be tackling that tomorrow. So by Sunday the house will be in proper order. Let one thing go and everything just piles up. i've decided the best thing to do, is each day i will start by doing the quick clean, take about 30 minutes to do the essentials (toilet, bathroom, make bed etc) and then each day will give a more thorough go over of one room. Then i will be free for the rest of the day to spend on study and whatnot. Now i just have to stick to the plan lol.slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-38489235648035062692009-02-25T00:26:00.003+10:002009-02-25T00:32:53.021+10:00more meme<p><em>Your result for The Bem Sex Role Inventory Test...</em></p><h4>Feminine</h4><p>You scored 40% masculinity and 57% femininity!</p><p style="text-align:center"><img src="http://cdn.okcimg.com/php/load_okc_image.php/images/0x0/0x0/0/12374749468660822196.jpeg" width="300" height="341" /></p><br /> <div>You scored high on femininity and low on masculinity. You have a traditionally feminine personality.</div><p><a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-bem-sex-role-inventory-test"><br /> Take The Bem Sex Role Inventory Test</a> at <a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/"><b style="color:#131313;"><span style="color:#ac000c;">H</span>ello<span style="color:#ac000c;">Q</span>uizzy</b></a><br /> </p><br /><br /><br /><p><em>Your result for The Kinkyness Test...</em></p><h4>Kinky bastard!</h4><p>Grats! You're 92% kinky!</p><p style="text-align:center"><img src="http://cdn.okcimg.com/php/load_okc_image.php/images/0x0/0x0/0/10284172364517533069.jpeg" width="420" height="288" /></p><br /> <div>Well well well, you kinky bastard! Most likely you're into some weird shit, which is always great. Consider mailing the author of this test, and keep up the good work ;)</div><p><a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-kinkyness-test"><br /> Take The Kinkyness Test</a> at <a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/"><b style="color:#131313;"><span style="color:#ac000c;">H</span>ello<span style="color:#ac000c;">Q</span>uizzy</b></a><br /> </p><br /><br /><br /><p><em>Your result for The Sexual HELL Test...</em></p><h4>HELL LEVEL 3</h4><p>Raw score: 100%</p><p style="text-align:center"><img src="http://cdn.okcimg.com/php/load_okc_image.php/images/0x0/0x0/0/9409763845453476256.gif" width="500" height="222" /></p><br /> <div>There's a special place in Hell for you: the basement penthouse. You scored the nastiest possible score on the Sexual Hell Test. You have no sexual restraint whatsoever. You'll take pleasure however you can get it, and my guess is you get it <i>a lot</i>. If for some reason you don't right now, you will soon, as people in your category only tend to spiral down ever deeper into the abyss of carnality and delicious sin. Congratulations.<br /><br /><br />I, personally, think that this category is the best. Paradoxically enough, sexual liberation and indulgence can only bring you closer to purity.<br /><br /><br /><b>AVOID</b>: all but level 3 hellions like yourself. You wouldn't want to <i>ruin</i> anyone, now would you?</div><p><a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-sexual-hell-test"><br /> Take The Sexual HELL Test</a> at <a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/"><b style="color:#131313;"><span style="color:#ac000c;">H</span>ello<span style="color:#ac000c;">Q</span>uizzy</b></a><br /> </p><br /><br /><br /><p><em>Your result for The 100 Point Sexual Purity Test...</em></p><h4>30% pure: Decidedly Perverted</h4><p><span style="font-size:6;">You are just <span style="font-size:7;">30%</span> sexually pure!</span></p><p style="text-align:center"><img src="http://cdn.okcimg.com/php/load_okc_image.php/images/0x0/0x0/0/8806569903142980436.jpeg" width="185" height="388" /></p><br /> <div></div><p><a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-100-point-sexual-purity-test"><br /> Take The 100 Point Sexual Purity Test</a> at <a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/"><b style="color:#131313;"><span style="color:#ac000c;">H</span>ello<span style="color:#ac000c;">Q</span>uizzy</b></a><br /> </p><br /><br /><br /><p><em>Your result for The Lover Style Profile Test...</em></p><h4>The Surprising Lover</h4><p>59% partner focus, 38% aggressiveness, 65% adventurousness</p><p style="text-align:center"><img src="http://cdn.okcimg.com/php/load_okc_image.php/images/0x0/0x0/0/852235158974123023.jpeg" width="500" height="375" /></p><br /> <div>Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:<br /><br /><br /><br />You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own.<br /><br /><br /><br />This places you in the Lover Style of: <b>The Surprising Lover</b>.<br /><br /><br /><br />The Surprising Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and, like the name implies, is often filled with hidden delights and talents that might not be apparent from a surface knowledge of the person. The Surprising Lover is rather like a geode--sometimes rough on the exterior, but filled with beauty and wonder. The Surprising Lover is thus a gem to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they often tend to be humble and unwilling to reveal their inner greatness unless they're in a rewarding relationship.<br /><br /><br /><br />In terms of physical love, the Surprising Lover really shines, often highly imaginative and utterly devoted to bringing the heights of pleasure to the one that they truly love. Given a rewarding, reciprocative relationship, and the right lover, the Surprising Lover can be a delight in bed.<br /><br /><br /><br />Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Carnal Lover (most of all) or the Exotic Lover, or the Suave Lover.<br /><br /><br /><br />Congratulations!<br />http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-lover-style-profile-test</div>slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-47044636097810467792009-02-24T23:15:00.001+10:002009-02-24T23:15:28.973+10:00slave worth - meme<a title="How much am I worth?" href="http://www.humanforsale.com/"><img height="150" border="0" width="200" title="How much are you worth?" alt="" src="http://www.humanforsale.com/images/stamps2/1899.gif" /></a><br />HumanForSale.com - <a title="Anti-aging" href="http://www.restoremyyouth.com/">Anti-aging</a>slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-36337263335229096422009-02-24T23:14:00.001+10:002009-02-24T23:14:26.357+10:00collar meme<p><em>Your result for The Sex Slave Collar Test...</em></p><br /> <h4>Totaly enslaved</h4><p style="text-align:center"><img src="http://cdn.okcimg.com/php/load_okc_image.php/images/0x0/0x0/0/7993269621449959204.jpeg" width="459" height="600" /></p><br /> <div>You want steel locked tight around your throat, in fact you would be happy if it was welded on! However until that happy day explore <a href="http://www.english.axsmar.com/">Axsmar</a> you won't be disappointed. Or if Axmars' prices scare you try <a href="http://www.wyredslave.com/">Wyred Slave</a>. They make collars that are a bit more affordable.</div><p><a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-sex-slave-collar-test"><br /> Take The Sex Slave Collar Test</a> at <a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/"><b style="color:#131313;"><span style="color:#ac000c;">H</span>ello<span style="color:#ac000c;">Q</span>uizzy</b></a></p>slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-63141003231445014482009-02-24T12:38:00.002+10:002009-02-24T12:47:19.884+10:00Ownership<p>Master has started the search for my new collar. We have a couple now for various reasons, all can be locked with a small lock. Master and i both want one that has a screw in it and requires an allen wrench to open. Some make them so the screw takes a unique wrench and can't be opened by anyone just ducking down to the local hardware store. We both want one that will stay on permanently, but can still be taken off in case of emergency, like an operation.</p><p>Later on, i will be getting pierced as well. i've had a few nipple piercings done and they haven't taken. We will try again though. The piercing of ownership however, isn't that. We both want the Story of O style piercing. Not what you see in the movies, what is described in the book. The piercing is large and bulky, coming down around 1/3 the length of her thigh. It has a disc on the end to esclaim ownership. It also doesn't come off. Looks like we have to get it made, because i can't find anyone selling anything like it at all. Once its in i will be finding a new doctor. The one i currently go to is Master's doctor and He doesn't want people outside the scene knowing about His personal business, so when i have to go for pap smears or what have you, that is going to be a give away. Secretly, i would love for it to be a scene doctor who would have permission to use me sexually during visits. But that's my fantasy.</p><p></p>slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-91166877693650199512009-02-24T12:31:00.003+10:002009-02-24T12:48:17.886+10:00:(<p>Let me tell you, food poisoning isn't fun. For some reason, my system just isn't recovering that quickly. Could be my IBS has kicked in as well *shrug*. All i know is i still feel lousy. Headache is a little less now, more just a tightness or nagging feeling on the side of the head. Not feeling icky, but not feeling well and still got the gds. Actually got that part worse now. </p><p>Master left me with a task this morning. i had to lay upside down on the bed, with my feet resting on the bedhead (its a high, wrought iron one) and i had to cum. All was good, except at the first sign of arousal i'm getting a migraine. So, after cumming i laid there with my eyes shut and my hand pushing against my temple to try and stop the pain. i suspect this has to do with dehydration i'm going through right now. i'm usually in a state of slight dehydration, but when sick like this its a lot worse. i get the migraine-with-O sometimes. It will last a day or two then suddenly go. Right now i'm prone to headaches/migrains and i think its just to do with the food poisoning. Its like some alien creature has entered my body and declared war.</p><p>All i want to do now is sleep. i have no energy to do anything, barely enough to even sit here and type. Being sick is no fun :(</p><p></p>slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-25302287018657634522009-02-23T19:15:00.002+10:002009-02-23T19:21:50.132+10:00The not good stuffOn Saturday, on the way down to the gold coast, we stopped off to get some nandos chicken. i ended up getting slight food poisoning that didn't cripple me but now its Monday and i still feel lousy from it. One of those nagging headaches that don't need a pill, but are just 'there' constantly. Also, got icky nausea and a slight case of the gd's (gds = gotta dash (to toilet) ). Not so great. 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Master has also said He will get me a wii fit, so i can exercise at home and really begin to shed those kilos!slave in chainshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05208846342468728253noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3041008631745334026.post-21982347271045650782009-02-22T14:04:00.003+10:002009-02-22T14:15:29.560+10:004th annual records partyWent to the records party last nigh. A very lovely couple on the Gold Coast (Australia), came up with the idea of having an annual records party, where people try to set and beat previous records. Last night was the 4th annual one. The best so far.<br /><br />Master has a thing about chains. He loves them. Must admit, i'm kinda taken with them myself. Wanna feel like you are seriously bound to a spot or just bound? Chains will do it every time. No chance of them coming undone or breaking! So He cut two lengths of chain and wrapped them tightly around each breast, padlocking them in place. He then put one around my neck and used the same padlock in each chain to join it, so essentially it was chain bra. Very nice. i wore it under a black, short dress and you just got a hint of chain poking through.<br /><br />At one point, i saw on a chair in the kitchen and He started to hit my nipples with the back of His hands. With the chain bunching everything inside my breast up and holding it firmly, it was a very different sensation than just hitting the nipple. It got to a point where i seriously hurt and then it stopped hurting. i was almost flying. At one point i closed my eyes, mouth open wide and just surfed the sensations, so to speak. He stopped at this point and just held me. Took me a while to recover from subspace and i was pretty much there most of the night. Not in it, but on the boundary, easy enough to slip back in at any moment.<br /><br />Later on, Master told me i will get more cock worship practice this year and possibly a chance to pussy worship as well. We have talked about getting another submissive to join us, someone for Him to train and hopefully, for me to go down on. i seriuosly love pussy. Love every thing about a woman. <br /><br />This brought up some insecurities and issues for me. i love Master very much and He loves me. He's never said He's inlove with me, but has said He loves me many, many times. What if we get a submissive to join us and then He finds out He's inlove with her? That would seriously break my heart. Makes me feel teary just thinking about it now. i couldn't bear to lose Him. He is my world. i even had a cry on the drive home, though He wasn't aware.<br /><br />In the end though, it is what He wants that counts. 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